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Please send vibes and prayers! I am really getting physically ill at my current job. I work for a tax assessor and my boss and coworker are older, have been there way longer, and a couple of jerks. They are gossipy, back stabbing,and refuse to properly train me so I look like an idiot. Everyone else sees what they are like but I am getting nauseous and headaches just sitting there now.
I am taking classes for medical coding to find something more stable, but for now being there just makes me sick. It has rolled into my personal life to the point I cant function. I really hate being a slave to the baks and stuck.
I need some sort of peice of mind or ease. What can I do to block their negativity besides punch one of them?
Thanks
Shonda
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Permalink Reply by Rev. Eva Marquez on January 10, 2012 at 9:48am Shonda - try to get a piece of Black Tourmaline and Tiger Eye and energize them and either keep them on your desk or even better keep them in the packet or wear them on necklace, etc. (If you like I make protection pendants with these stones…but you can make your own)
These gemstones will offer you psychic protection against gossip, and negative talks – any of these actions and any negative thoughts send your way can cause psychic attack! So this stones will deflect this energy from your own energy field. I have used them personal so many times and still using them in energy work when I work on implants or entity removal.
The other thing will be to stay as much positive in your mind as you can and seeing yourself finishing your study and finding new job. I know this may be challenging – but it is important to create your new, good reality. Listen “Create a Miracle” meditation (on the side bar) and ask for what you want. The change will come if you set your mind on to it!
Also, when you go to work – energy shield yourself – imagine a pink fluffy cloud all around you – pink color/ energy shield all negativity out and send only love energy in – keep your cloud close abouve your head and bellow your feet.
You are sensitive and that is why it has such effect on you, but with simple energy protection tools, you will be able to function there and move on onto new job.
Since you feel physically ill – look into meridians healing and work especially on your spleen meridian – that is the one that is most affected by people’s negativity – it upset the pancreas energy, blood flow, blood supply, affect how body digest the food….so that one will be good to work on.
Oh, and before I forget – look into some simple energy cleansing exercise – so you will get rid of the “gunk” you picked there.
You will do great! You did not give up and you have a plan to move forward! This is just a little obstacle and way to learn more about energy – that is all :)
I hope this is helpful to you.
Love and Light,
Eva
Permalink Reply by mzmystery33 on January 10, 2012 at 11:51am Hi Shonda,
So sorry you are going thru this...I agree with Eva.... the black tormaline and tiger are are fantastic. I wear mine every single day and it is a good protection. Stay on the positive paths and even though your job is wearing you down start to envision on what your next path and goal will be and set it out to the universe so that you can get out of that kind of environment and go forward to something you may enjoy with new co-workers. Focus and visualie yourself at a new job that you enjoy I did this and things changed for me right away and I was on my new path. Everything Eva said works 100% xox
Rev. Eva Marquez said:
Shonda - try to get a piece of Black Tourmaline and Tiger Eye and energize them and either keep them on your desk or even better keep them in the packet or wear them on necklace, etc. (If you like I make protection pendants with these stones…but you can make your own)
These gemstones will offer you psychic protection against gossip, and negative talks – any of these actions and any negative thoughts send your way can cause psychic attack! So this stones will deflect this energy from your own energy field. I have used them personal so many times and still using them in energy work when I work on implants or entity removal.
The other thing will be to stay as much positive in your mind as you can and seeing yourself finishing your study and finding new job. I know this may be challenging – but it is important to create your new, good reality. Listen “Create a Miracle” meditation (on the side bar) and ask for what you want. The change will come if you set your mind on to it!
Also, when you go to work – energy shield yourself – imagine a pink fluffy cloud all around you – pink color/ energy shield all negativity out and send only love energy in – keep your cloud close abouve your head and bellow your feet.
You are sensitive and that is why it has such effect on you, but with simple energy protection tools, you will be able to function there and move on onto new job.
Since you feel physically ill – look into meridians healing and work especially on your spleen meridian – that is the one that is most affected by people’s negativity – it upset the pancreas energy, blood flow, blood supply, affect how body digest the food….so that one will be good to work on.
Oh, and before I forget – look into some simple energy cleansing exercise – so you will get rid of the “gunk” you picked there.
You will do great! You did not give up and you have a plan to move forward! This is just a little obstacle and way to learn more about energy – that is all :)
I hope this is helpful to you.
Love and Light,
Eva
Permalink Reply by Shonda Irene Hackler on January 11, 2012 at 7:49am Thanks! Ill look for a tourmaline stone. I am sure I can find one online. I started doing yoga and other work outs again. I will have to practice sheilding for 8 hours straight.
Don't understand these humans.
Shonda
Hi Shonda!
Okay...how should I say this...the first reaction? Honest? Send them light and love. First you take a stick of aprox. 45cm long, strong not to heavy, unbreakable, because you will need it for this meditation.
It works very efficiently:
Make sure you wear easy clothes and easy shoes.
Go sit down in the middle of the workfloor in a meditation position. Lay the stick on your legs, close your eyes and breathe in slowly, keep it in a few seconds and then let it out by imagining that all frustrations are going out as well. Do that for several minutes until one of them, or the two are close range then, and don't be surprised: Breathe in, open your eyes SLOWLY, take the stick FAST, jump up FAST and scream as LOUD as you can while you hit the suckers as HARD as you can until you are tired to do so!
You might train on this because you would be frustrated as hell when you find out after the 3rd hit you become already tired! LOL!
That felt good, isn't it! Haha! Of course I suggest you just do that in your imagination. A kind of 'Ally McBeal de-stressing time'. ;-)
Now, for real...first of all: condoleances. This must be very hard to cope with I understand.
When you are getting sick of it, it means that you give in more energy than you get out of it. That's obvious. To block their energy-sucking presence you have to imagine youself in a bubble of light. It seems quiet futile, but I can assure you that it is the basic of all 'protections'. You have to create a shield of bright light around you. See it and try to feel it. The longer you do this, the more power you give it and the longer it will last.
I noticed that Rev. Eva has suggested you to use some stones who could indeed help you. I'm going to be honest with you, I prefer not to use catalysts. I will tell you why. When you carry with you all these stones and somehow you forget them or you don't have them with you because you forgot them or you have to de- or re-charge them once a while...it is just a physical distraction (in my opinion), but it can be useful. If you prefer the use of stones, go for it, they're great. They carry all a different vibration that will help you to resonate with. But if you just tune in to the vibration you need, by imagining what you want, you get it without using any material. I use that technique. Because sometimes in summertime doing sports and not having the possibility to carry 1 or more stones with me, I just tune in in what I'd like to energize myself with for the coming hours. It's easy and it works. I really hope you don't believe me here, but just give it a try for a couple days, you'll see it will change things.
Actually, you might as well use a piece of paper with a heart drawn on it to symbolize the enrgy of love and carry it with you. Once there was a guy who rides races with the motorcycle, a BMW S1000RR. He had a rider where he was a huge fan of and could find a peace of that particulars riders helmet! He used it as an amulet and just 'believed' that he would never crash when he carries that piece op fiber with him. Everything went well the first season, also for the second season results were great, no crashes... no you hear me coming...the third season he lost the thing and went completely crazy. He did his races and it was okay, but his laptimes were taking a freefall. He felt not that confident anymore and at last he crashed. He had luck and didn't got injured, but his bike needed some attention of 2000Euro's.
You now know what this means? It's all in the mind. You got ALL the power you need to get stronger. It is indeed your choice if you want to use objects or not, the main thing is that they help. I'm just explaining how it works.
Now, I know that his girlfriend found the piece of fiber of that helmet back, but didn't told him, she took his leather suit and built it IN the suit without him knowing it. Nothing changed. He was not able to get back his 'powers' and wanted to stop racing because of the bad results and the high costs. After a while she decided to tell him that she had found the amulet and as a surprise built it in his suit to give him the power back he needed. At first he didn't believed it, but he could feel the form sitting in the suit and then he was confident again, did his race, became 3rd an begun a new season. But what he didn't know yet is that she was clever enough to just try to copy the thing and keep the real piece in the closet of the bedroom... It wasn't even the real authentic amulet, but he drove like hell...the mind, the own power of belief, creation...YOU.
If you believe needing them: use them! If not, try your own force. ;-)
Hope I could help, if not, tell me. I'll be glad to learn you some fighting skills, lol!
Me again.
Shonda, I know this was not a nice experience to go trough, but you really went trough it. Or still does. Anyway, it is an opportunity for you to GROW bigger. This is some kind of 'test' you created for yourself (I know you may find it hard to understand...) to find your breaking point to move on an search for a solution.
These things will change your path and after a while you will be gratefull that you had the opportunity to change things. Maybe not yet, but it'll come.
If you feel, even very subtile, that what you "have to do" sucks up energy as well, relax, be confident, have faith (!) and just KNOW that it is all okay. don't pressure yourself to hard. Do what resonates best with you and without judgement leave the rest for what it is and move on. Take the best parts.
No stress! Haha! Okay...a bit then...hit a pillow once a while, but use one who looses feathers when you hit it. Nothing more frustrating than hitting something ans seeing that it doesn't get damaged! Lol!
Anyway, take care!
Permalink Reply by Rev. Tom Marquez (NITE) on February 10, 2012 at 10:50pm Hi Shonda,
I know exactly how you feel. I have been in several work situations that caused me severe stress that I thought I would never escape. When you need the job to pay the bills it is hard to just get up and leave no matter how stressful the work may be. A few months ago something happened to me that forced me to leave my job. It was hard because I had just recently gotten married and purchased a house. The situation that forced me to leave was even scarier than the stress at my job, but I accepted the fact that I could not do anything about it as it was something that had to be done or I might not survive. I asked my Source and my Guides for help and guidance - I started visualizing myself living a stress free life - a happy life where all my needs were being met without the stress of my job - and to my surprise everything started falling into place, and today I have less stress and am living a happy life with a lot more time to accomplish my mission here on Earth. I don't want to bore you with the details, but I do want you to believe and trust in the saying "Ask and you shall receive" . It happened for me and it can happen for you.
I am sending my energy your way, and hope that soon you will be free from that situation.
Love and Light,
Tom
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