My name is Yshatar Xzatara. I am Norwegian, Italian, Irish, Puerto Rican, Native American(Cherokee), French Canadian and Colombian and RH negative. I first incarnated on earth in Atlantis then when the flood occurred I was re-located to Ancient Egypt. I am ground crew of the Galactic Federation, more specifically the Ashtar Command fleets. I was born with a red patch in the middle of my forehead (My third eye), Ironically enough, I was told by my mother that being psychic runs in the family! My mother is psychic and also my sister who was also born with the red patch on the middle of her forehead. Since an early age, 8yrs old to be specific, I have had contact with angels, extraterrestrials, ascended masters, elemental and spirits. I am the founder of The International Starseed Council and Community and I have come back through time to be of service to my beautiful family of the light.

I specialize in Starseed Mentorship and I am one of many intermediaries between the ones above (the family of light) and us here on Earth. I have worked closely, since childhood with Cmdr Sheron of the Ashtar Command and often channel him for others seeking guidance. I have been awakened to my starseed origins since 2000-2001, though I have been aware subconsciously my entire life. I volunteered as a resident medium and investigator for a local paranormal investigation group for 2yrs and worked as a professional psychic after that. Today I am an associate of the Evalistic Spiritual Center.

All through my younger years my dreams never made sense to me I was always dreaming of being chased by government agents dressed either in all black or in swat and being shot at and even dying! I got to the point where I was afraid to go to sleep due to the terrible nightmares. Some dreams involved being in rooms interrogated for hours and hours by agents and when I refused to answer their questions they would torture me mercilessly but I would never talk. One dream that I remember the most is I was was walking in an old town in the Nevada dessert and I came across an abandoned house full of dead bodies. I was so horrified that I stood there frozen until someone caught my attention from above. I looked up and saw a humanoid being looking out of a window and screaming and crying and telling me to run away fast and he also said: We did not commit the murders and tortures it was them, the agents they want to make us look like we are evil.

Just then I felt someone behind me and I turned around to find two agents standing behind me and I heard the humanoid ET being saying he could not help he was trapped upstairs and he told me to run but as I was about to I was shot in my abdomen, that's just one of the dreams that plagued me as a child, the doctors tried to suppress my dreams through medication and therapy and nothing ever helped. The nightmares still caused many many many sleepless nights and I could barely function in school. I don't remember much of my past anymore only the events that lead to the final discovery. I guess because there was such strong emotion involved in my childhood regarding ETs and my experiences that they created strong memories. The same rings true for my memories of Atlantis, Egypt and Sirius. Something that touches the soul so deeply can not ever be forgotten no matter how many lives you have had.

The experiences of my life lead me down the path of being made by my parents to seek help, mental help and still nothing could convince me that I was human, not once in my life did I feel human. In fact during my conversation with therapists it was I providing spiritual upliftment to them instead of them providing mental treatment for me, time and time again the therapists would tell my mother that nothing was wrong with me but she insisted that I get 'Treatment' but she was always told that I was normal, bright and should be outside enjoying life like a normal child not locked up in some room on a sofa. After that did not work I was made to seek spiritual help through the church to rid me of the 'demons' I always found religion to be quite obnoxious, the way it limits and controls people and turns them in to robots serving a dark agenda, religion is like the biggest cult in the history of mankind. I even attended an all girls catholic school but got kicked out in just a week because I refused to give in to mind control propaganda and judgment. Something inside of me was emerging, something that no longer tolerated the lies, I no longer wanted to run with the herd because I knew that path lead straight to the wolves.

By the time I was 21 I had an almost unquenchable thirst for truth and knowledge. I wanted answers to why nothing of the 3D world resonated with my soul, how come everyone was able to go along with the lies and I was not? how was it possible for one sheep to leave the herd? how was it possible that I heard a song each time I watched the sun rise and I would stand there for hours watching it knowing I would be late for work or school? how come I didn't care? how was I able to see past the veil and see the lies spewed forth by the media, the churches, the government and the military industrial complex with out any outside influence whatsoever? But most of all how come I believed I was not human and if I was not human then what was I? I had loads of questions going through my head as I observed humanity from NYC rooftops ( I love heights for whatever reason I feel more comfortable the higher I am) as I looked down upon the world buzzing by I wanted so bad to be a part of it but no matter how hard I tried no one understood me. Regardless of what anyone thinks knowing I was not human did NOT make me feel better then anyone in fact I felt heart broken, I would go to the rooftops and cry for hours because I felt so alone and afraid. I had everything anyone could wish for, a great family (despite they not understanding me), great friends, I lived in a good small Italian town in Brooklyn NY, me and my family took regular vacations, I did great in school and had wonderful grades despite my hatred for school.

So what was missing in my life? I was already very very spiritual so that wasn't it, there was something more, something so close but just out of reach, as if it was another me waiting to merge with my physical, I felt as if I gave something up, something so incredibly special and priceless and I was just about to get it back. I really did not believe anyone could understand me, I felt dead inside as if I was living a dream that was turning in to a nightmare. Finally at 23 I got a personal computer! this silly little box meant more to me then life itself. I knew instantly that my life was about to change and I knew this technological miracle had come into my life for a reason at the right time. Thus began my search, but what lead me to the search was the synchronicity! it was late, I couldn't sleep, I had questions racing through my mind, why?! why me? I finally demanded an answer, I asked God to give me a sign, any sign, but to please put me out of misery, to please tell me the truth about myself.

Just then I suddenly felt the urge to turn on the TV, I did, at that very moment that I turned on the TV, there was a UFO show and the cast was bill birnes and another man who was investigating a UFO case, the show as called UFO hunters, and at this very same moment that I turned the TV on bill birnes said to the show guest, these same exact words and I quote "You are a cross between a human and an extraterrestrial"! then the other investigator said: "Are you saying he's a hybrid?" I was shocked, speechless, and left totally afraid of what that meant. It couldn't be coincidence, but still, I wondered, is this source (God) answering me back? Then I got up to get a drink of soda before heading to my PC to do some research and right there in my kitchen was a single white feather. It looked very much like a typical angel feather. Now, I had just cleaned the kitchen counters not long before, there is no way I would of missed this, this was not there before.

I stayed up for hours scouring the net to try to find something, anything. I looked up so many things and finally came to them term Starseed. I read every bit of information I could and finally after all these years it all made sense! Whatever it was that I was missing finally returned, I finally got it! I literally spent years absorbing all the knowledge I could and then finally one night in 2008 I had contact again with ETs. One of my favorite books I recommend for any awakening starborn is From Elsewhere: Being ET In America by Dr. Scott Mandelker PH.D, it changed my life knowing how many others had very similar experiences and beliefs, stories from starborns just like myself written by a psychiatrist! finally I was at peace to know that not being human is OK I don't have to make it a bad experience. All of my experiences, gained knowledge, time spent in the astral and integration of my angelic/ET self has lead me to fully understand my nature, my history and even how to recognize my own kind through energy signatures as well as countless other things.

Cosmically, I originally descended from a galaxy known as M581(not to be confused with M51), ever since childhood I have heard that name: M581. Also I have a strong sense that I am Sirian (as that was my last incarnation) and descendant of the Blue Ray (Archangel Michael soul group) and that my role is that of a lightwarrior. In Sirius I was a scientist, in this life my time on earth involves serving as a support base for fellow starseeded souls, a lightwarrior and servant to humanity/Gaia. I have a deep connection with Archangel Michael, Uriel and Horus, and an even deeper connection to Ashtar. I am also quite connected to the planets Jupiter and Venus. I have studied the spiritual realm since childhood. Love to meditate when I can, be out in nature, heal others and help others manifest their dreams, when you create light in the lives of others, that light gets reflected back to you and then you reflect it back to someone else, which in turn returns to you, the cycle of light is eternal, and we are eternal beings of light, We hold more power in our souls then the entire military powers of the earth.

As a child I never thought of space aliens or UFOs, I never even thought about a soul, to me everything was about cartoons, playing with friends or finding new ways to aggravate my mother and get in to trouble. In fact, I was terrified of space aliens. The images in movies like 'fire in the sky' only made it worse.. But so did my regular abductions, night after night. It got to the point where I was afraid to go to sleep at night, I would get in to fits of crying and it took my poor mother forever to finally get me to sleep and even then, it only lasted a few hours and then I was up again screaming, crying, and bleeding profusely from the nose. Literally, my mom went through towels upon towels of blood, for many years. The whole ordeal lasted 5yrs and began when I was about 8 years old, I think. I cant remember anything from my child hood, it is all a blur . All I do remember is the little grey beings who would terrorize me continuously for many years.

The things they did to me I will never forget but finally, I am going to talk about it, I feel the world needs to know the truth behind the abductions, the truth about the different races involved with our planet their agenda and their roles in our lives. Are they all bad? No!, yes I had bad experiences at first with the Grey, however it was not the end all be all of contact. For many years I have kept it all inside, I don't know why, I just felt it wasn't the right time. These days it feels like the right time. Being so close to disclosure, the fear of sounding crazy is fading quickly, I can finally reveal the truth about 'them' and me and why I have had ongoing contact for over 17yrs.

A long time ago I met with Greys, Sirians, Pleiadians and some unknown races, I was given information by these beings and specifically told NOT to charge for the information in any form, not even write a book, I was told that it had to be given freely, and that I was not required to share it at all but if I was it had to be free because information/knowledge is universal and was one of the most powerful tools on the planet second to love. I learned that truth/knowledge only contained it's frequency if given with out gain, they were giving me the knowledge freely and thus I was to also give it freely. I was told that those of us able to connect with the higher beings and obtain their knowledge had a responsibility to give it to those who could not, and this meant to everyone, regardless of financial status, religion, color or creed. This is exactly what I am doing at exactly the right time. Introducing my history of contact so that others may learn freely.

I was barely 18 years old when I first began my journey towards self discovery even though at that time I had no clue what I was to discover. Something inside me felt like it was time to release and renew, I was unhappy with the way my current life was being lived, nothing made sense to me anymore and as I look back to the person I was and the person I have become it seems like I was living a dream and I have awakened to reality and now it seems as if everyone else is asleep living they way they are told and doing things because they find the need to not the want but I myself was like that at one point. I was not really in tune with life everything I ever did was because it was being done by every one else.

I seemed to walk like a zombie not really paying attention to what existed beyond my peripheral vision, nothing around me existed it was just there. The sky did not exist it was just there, people did not exist they were just there. I realize now that everything was sort of just there and then one day it all begin to exist! I began to see the infinite beauty and life of the sky, the power and potential of every human being as well as the eternal connection we all shared it was as if I was given new eyes. I was alive at last, I was free and I could feel, I woke up from an illusion I never knew I was living and the impact of this moment changed my life forever.

I cried that night uncontrollably as if I was releasing through the very tears the last of my skin, I cried and cried trying also to release the incredible amounts of overwhelming love and joy that I felt because I really did feel like I could not handle it, I went through such a change that it was as if the very presence of father mother God had taken up shelter within my body, I believed this at the time but soon discovered that it was not that God had suddenly chose me to manifest his/her energy in it was actually me remembering my divine God presence that had already existed within me this whole time. With this acknowledgment I later experienced what I like to call my personal revelations I was made aware of so many things, my true nature, my purpose, my incredible abilities, the spirit of earth it was all there just waiting for me to acknowledge it, this spirit it waited patiently for me to recognize it as it lived every day moving through everything as far as the eye could see.

Soon I became aware of something even more profound, something that impacted my life to such a great degree that I even experienced many many losses, good friends, family members, jobs, my husband I had left it all behind with out batting an eyelash. Please approach the information contained in my website with an open mind. Remember that I am merely trying to tell my story. To share with the world what those in power will deny them access to. I only will tell what I remember. My purpose on earth consists of telling my story to enlighten humanity. Why are you here? what is the purpose of life? who are you really? where did you come from? what does our future hold? I was given the answers to these questions after looking inside myself. I was taught how to go within to find all the answers I was seeking by these beautiful beings of light who guided me on the correct path, though my initial contact was negative, I have had several positive contact experiences, with other type of grey and other races all together. These beings want us to know them, but most of all they want us to know ourselves, truth resides within us, and all the answers we have ever sought to understand only can be answered by our own spirit. I have learned a lot from my contact with ETs and hope that one day our world will evolve in to a galactic society.

We are the army of light! -In La'kech

Pacis exsisto vobis
(Peace be upon you)
Yshatar/Ishtar