I think this is the last reading I have gotten except for the ones I have got from Eva.

Mark

Reply by Rosalind on December 9, 2010 at 12:18pm

Pisces (Mark) said:

Hello Rosalind,

1. Could you tell me my Star/soul origin?

2. Any message from my Guides?

Thank you so much for helping us, bless you.


Love and Light!

Mark

Be aware this is stream of conscious...so please don't take offense?

I got the lyrics, "The sun is in your eyes, the sun is here, I hope you see the sun, someday in the darkness." Your Higher Self showed me the planet Neptune, but she's referring to as a symbol...that you are highly psychic, but you're not using it properly, you block it off, and not paying attention to dreams. You already know yourself, but you lack the confidence in your skills...but the time is not right, and you need to train and discipline yourself by believing in yourself. You need to probe things deeper and see things at a different perspective, but you have a hard time understanding because you want facts, but facts can't help you because you need to unwind and go with the flow. What happen to imagination? Do you kill dead? Do you bury it in the sands of time and fret with worry? Are you focus on one reality and absolutes instead of seeing things from many different angles? Do you feel a soul shock in facing your past and unable to see the future? Do you see half-full or half-empty? Are you tired of the war of your own ignorance and naivette? Why don't you listen to my inner voice child and let me comfort you? Nothing is lost, only forgotten!

As for guides, they're being patient and helping you with your healing process. Learn to self-evaluate yourself and understand there is no accidents...go along with the flow of synchronicity.

Does this help?

Reply by Pisces (Mark) on December 9, 2010 at 12:37pm

I see truth in what you channeled, it does make me a little more confused however, I have been going about this all wrong I think, I wanted to find more about myself so I could figure out who I was, but maybe I just need to be! I have been told I am a Blueprinter Designer, that I was from Malduk, I have been told I was first born on Andomadia, spent time in the Orion System, I have been told I am a Reptilian General, I have been told I spent time in the Sirius System as well. I was also told my last past life was affecting me today and that I need to deal with that and forgive the person who killed me in my last past life. I am confused and not sure what or who I am, like I said maybe I just need to just be, stop worring. Spread the Love and help others heal.

Much Love and Light to you for helping us.

Mark

What you're experiencing is a flood of memories and parallel lives flooding into your being from your OVERSOUL. Don't let your lives influence you or how to live or what in your PRESENT incarnation.

This is personally from me, but perhaps it would help to just live in the NOW, and just be. Living day to day with the family, enjoy and simplify your life. Don't let people push you in what you need to believe in who you are or what you are.

In the end, you're only human. How about enjoy being human instead of worrying about lives that you can't physically touch or know or understand? They are memories and memories are just that, memories. You can freely discard memories if they're not useful for you in the present incarnation.